melting on melting.

>> entry 01 // trying something new

hello. i've decided it was about time i tried messing with this again, the whole 'trying-to-make-a-little-blog' thing. i'll probably delete and try again in the future but that's okay with me. for now, this is how it will be, until i decide to change it. this is meant just for my own enjoyment after all.

i don't really use social media, at least as far as the sort of typical ones i suppose most people think of. it just doesn't appeal to me. no elaborate or thoughtful reason for it, i just don't like this weird feeling of 'needing' to post or keep up with everyone else. the mere concept stresses me out too much and my very low energy will always make me feel inadequete in comparison.

however, what i do enjoy is yapping endlessly. not with any particular audience in mind or any specific hopes for a response back necessarily. the very act of trying to organize my thoughts into constructed sentences to gift to the aether is fun to me. i don't think i'm particularly good at it but i enjoy it anyway.

my prior medium for this was primarily just thinking conversations with myself. now, ideally, it will also include this little site as well. even if i delete this all later, that's fine too.